How Do You Love?

In the last few weeks, i've tried being a more loving person, more kind, more patient, more compassionate. Although it has really been hard and i don't understand why. I talk to god about it alot, and i pray about it, yet everytime i try to care about some people i just end up getting angry at them.

I don't know what to do, and i guess there is no point to get upset, god will vindicate me.